NEON

Candelight dinners/And cocaine on mirrors/Dressing up fancy/to warm city glimmers/Small plastic packages/filled up with things/this is what every Friday brings/we got/we got it goin‘ on/every Friday/we’re waiting for the bathroom stall/Every Friday we wait for our angel wings to fall/we’re all just fallen angels/I’m sure we do this every Friday/Just like Ariana Grande/No not just for pleasure/We do it for show

SHE GIVE NO PLEASURE/NO PLEASURE/AND I MEASURED IN KEYS/FOR HER TO OPEN UP/AND I DID IT/RIGHT ON MY KNEES/AND THE SOUND THAT SHE MAKE WHEN I TOUCH HER/CANNOT COMPARE/TO A GIRL OF FINER STATURE/TO A GIRL I DON’T CARE FOR/OH LORD!/OH LORD/STILL I WISH THAT I COULD LOVE HER/LOVE HER/BUT SHE’S REALLY OFF/I TRY TO TOUCH HER KINDLY/EVERY TIME SHE GETS SO TOUGH/AND WHEN I WHISPER SWEET MAGNOLIAS/INTO HER EARS/SHE RINGS WITH FRIGHTENED TONES/AND LOOKS AT ME/WITH EYES FULL OF TEARS/SHE GOT NO PLEASURE /NO PLEASURE/SHE GOT NONE/AND I’M NOT WAITIN ROUND FOR RAW EMOTION/I’M QUITE DONE/I’VE BEEN SIZZLING MY LOVE ALL NIGHT/INTO HER MIND/BUT SHE JUST WONT TAKE IT/LITTLE GIRL IS TOO UNKIND/SHE GIVES NO PLEASURE

video love with you/video love/it’s you/now i got something i wanted to tell you/i tried a phonecall but i can’t seem to get through/it’s been maybe like two days since you texted me/you’re so out of touch i touch myself baby/i pull up my screen/you are my digital dream/oh yes that’s you/i pull up my screen/you are my digital dream/oh yes that’s true/video love/with you/There was something I wanted to text you/Deleted it all it never rang too true/I wish I would have known youd IRL leave me/I cringe when I binge your latests posts baby/You left me on seen/Alienated my screen/oh yes thats true

you left me on seen/never knew what we could’ve been/oh yes that’s you/video love/video love/video love/with you

There’s just one thing I wanna say to you/before you go away/before you shut the door/I won’t be looking back no more/Because you hurt my pride/Walked out on us 

in stride/like there’s nothing there/Weren’t you just scared to collide?/I must keep looking on/strutting on/playing my songs/owning my shit/forget about it/forget about it/forget about it/forge onward/keep walking/through tears falling/while i’m talking

to my best friend on the phone/Cause I’m a cold-hearted parter/A train wreck of a partner / unusable / unable / unstable / unavailable / And now there’s not one thing

That I could say to you/’cause you went away/we’re through/And I don’t walk past your door/I don’t spend my time there no more/’Cause im a cold hearted parter/an unsuitable partner/split in two/not him not you/can’t no one take it/no one can take it/so i must go must keep looking on/strutting on/playing my songs/saying so long/forget about it/forget about it/cold hearted parter/cold hearted parter/cold hearted parter/cold

I braid my hair in the night/I’m gonna look so pretty/I’m low-key feelin’ all right/I’m bout to hit the city/Wave bye to all my boys while I ride right by/By the end of the night I’ll taste like key-lime pie/Silver Tequila and lime/I’ll take my salt in powder/All my enemy hoes can calmly rest in power/Throw my fist in the air/got my name on my back/Y’all gonna know what it is by the end of this track/There’s something magic bout an afterparty/The beat is bouncing in my heart/Silver tequila and lime/I’ll take my salt in powder/It ain’t the end it’s just the start/I’ll throw an MJ move, moonwalk into the sun/I’ll forget all ’bout you/you’re not my only one/Check my inbox to see who’s good and ready to roll/drink from now to forever/we got it goin’ on/I got some tears in my eyes and lime juice on my tongue/I’m shakin’ left and right really diggin’ this song/heartbeat of a hummingbird/the pressure’s through the roof/Just by looks you’d never know/I’ll play it super smooth/There’s something magic bout an afterparty/The beat is bouncing in my heart/Silver tequila and lime/I’ll take my salt in powder/It ain’t the end it’s just the start/

i wasted all my time on texting /i wasted all this time on this sex thing /i let the better part of me get the best of me /and now there’s nothing left from the rest of me/all my time is wasted/what a crime to waste it/never had a chance to taste it/emotional waste is what makes it/all the time i’m wasted/from all the time i wasted/and all the lime i tasted/there’s enough liquor to face it/i tried a little loving conversation/initiate a loving situation/from loving to a fucking altercation/over oceans/over borders/over nations/tune into the station/can’t relate to you there’s no signal/in your operation/no break to take in this damn hallucination/creation of a relation/sinking ship/there’s no colors on this trip/an LSD relationship/all my time was wasted/all the lines i tested/wrote all my lies you guessed it/they‘re meant for you/now face it

you wanna stab me through paper/you wanna stab me through text?/why don’t you pull out a gun/shoot me by fucking your ex?/we argue up ‘til 3/not morning but afternoon/i want you out of my house/out of my bed/out my room/i walk around in a daze/swollen and broken inside/exhausted all from the craze/with nowhere to hide/and all the things you said/you didn’t mean them at all/words fall on fertile ground/but that’s just shit afterall/stop fucking round with my time/stop promising a fresh start/stop playing tricks with my mind/imprisoning my damn heart/why are relationships hard/why can’t we just fall apart/why can’t we ever end/when we can never start/never begin/or go all in/it’s frightening/the suffering/the not knowing 

where the ending is/it’s all just hit and miss/you’re throwin darts/right through my heart/sorry is this a bad time/am i taking up space?/wait i won‘t apologize/i’ll just get right in your face/see i‘ve been hurting too long/and you never seem to care/you make me feel much less strong/you make me feel much more scared/i’m sick of getting it wrong/i’m sick of starting again/by now i’m completely sick/a bunch of pills in my hand/too tired to fucking sleep/and to on edge to feel right/you goddamn sharp shooter you/you love a good game of/Darts/Right through my heart/you’re throwin darts/right through my heart

I take my ass home/walk from the bar/stumble through streets/wondering where you are/I chase these damn thoughts/kill them all in their wake/I’ve got this all covered/it’s a piece of cake/The bar is my element/I’m accustomed to/the customary bargument/The bar is my element/I’m accustomed to/the customary bargument/the customary bargument/I sit in the dark/and contemplate life/relationships suck/they’re nothing but strife/And I hear you coming/With your rattling keys/you want to say sorry/you’re down on your knees/But the fight is my element/I’m prepared to declare war/from a meanlingless bargument/But the fight is my element/I’m prepared to declare war/from a meanlingless bargument

something ’bout you/makes me too confused/how could i feel so used/maybe you’ve given me clues/you’ve ignited my sparks/but your defensive remarks/weren’t there at the start/now all i’ve left is my art/and a few voice memos on my phone/sayin’ how i’m looking forward to you coming back home/but now everything’s changed/you’re acting so strange/check my follower list/i think what is this shit?!/you unfollowed me?!/how dare you unfollow me?!/Don’t you know what that means?/that’s so fuckin’ mean/still not over your ex?/even though we had sex?/should’ve known you’re not there/that you’d be this damn scared/now they will all know/everyone i follow/and who follows me back/they’ll all know you’re whack/but you unfollowed me?!/how dare you unfollow me?!/don’t you know what that means?/that’s fuckin’ obscene/and our sweet kitchen talks/dry chicken and walks/meant nothing to you/is that really true/is that really true/baby babe/i’ve done nothing but treated you sweet/when you gave me your ego tripping shit/for my career speeding up faster than yours/that’s really not my problem babe/do you just have an issue with successful girls/not gonna apologize for me/i’m not gonna apologize for me/i’ll be who i am/i’ll do drugs at 6am/you unfollowed me?!/how dare you unfollow me?!/don’t you know what that means?/you left me on seen?!/babe/you unfollowed me?!/how dare you unfollow me?!/don’t you know what that means?/see you fucked with the queen /yea you fucked with the queen/yea you fucked with the queen/and now this is what that means

with unlimited money/shit i‘d buy a lot of things/a herd of zebras/twelve thousand plastgic rings/shit /i‘d make the world my bitch/the people my whores/then i’d buy all the windows/just to fuck with the doors/i’d go all crazy in the bars and the stores/fill the pools with marbles/turn the walls into floors/put chains on people/watch them stumble and fall/my signature drink would be/liquid gold with adderall/everything in the world/won‘t have a price for me/oh what a glorious existence/that would fucking be/i‘d be like hey bitch/I‘m gonna buy your man/and you‘d know i could do it/because i fucking can/all the awards/well you can give them to me/because i own all your statues/i own every committee/honey you can‘t touch this/put your hands on me/so MC hammer bitch/i‘m ether can‘t you see/so give me all your money folks/i‘m done working for free/i’d surely better spend it/don‘t care if you agree/i‘d buy you too/i‘d buy you all/i‘d buy the metric system/to make you fucking small/to inflate my ego/i‘d sell all my shit/but there’d be no money/cause i‘d have all of it